Wednesday, April 14, 2010

It has been a month I abandoned my blog. Life getting hectic after i join this company as a trainee. Today, boss isn't around. so, i allow myself to surf net for the 1st hour of the day.

What should i update with you guys??emmm...

1) Graduate Developement Program Attachment

I started my GDP Attachment program since 8 March 2010. Cheng and I were assigned to Kenanga Investment Bank - Mid Valley Branch. Well, everything going smooth. But we aren't working in the dealing deparment (broker). We are actually working boss' other business stuffs i.e. not related to the IB. In fact, it's a In-House Developed Software program which is inter-related with capital market. So, I would rate that's a good exposure for us to be the part of the team, be the pinor. But, we also had our tough time for meeting boss' datelines and requirements. Because our boss Mr Lee Yew Chen is a highly demanding person. Sometimes, his demands are pressuring me. Cause me couldnt perform well and it's tiring. that's why i quoted "Brilliant Boss + Dumped Employee = OT + Depression". hahahha.

2) Relationship

Finanlly, i would like to annouce that I am in a relationship. With a 32years old guy, Karate master. Surprise??hahah. We started on 11/11/2009 when I went to his place for vacation. It has been 5 months ago. hoho. thought is merely a crush and will be a short relationship/ companionship. Never anticipate that we are getting closer to each other. p/s:I lost our photo, will post it when i blog again.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

‘是不是等我离开了,你才会感动?’

读着你的部落格让我感到心寒。DearDavina,你要坚强。别难过。我们了解,4年的感情说要分是容易,但内心里总是感到残酷。看了你的‘是不是等我离开了, 你才会感动?’,难以形容现在自己五味杂陈的感触。

都差不多一样

有没有你,生活都差不多一样~!只是偶尔有个人来倾诉,心灵上的依赖!请不要让我感觉,相思是因为关系的责任。原因是因为你是我的所以我就必须想你~!呕

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

不能穷的孩子


我,绝对是个不能接受贫穷的孩子
极度讨厌钱难赚,没消耗能力的感觉
我已操练到省吃减用的美德
但,我不喜欢能省着省的心态
更不喜欢,我为你们省钱的心思被误解


陌生人 — 小古董


'陌生人' 是你起初打错电话的时候的绰号,是我给的。你给的点点滴滴我都还记得,难过,也要放开。原来,我还放不下那曾经属于我们的过去。那晚看似已把这段情归为友情,但,那只是外表而已。倾听你现在的一切,总让我回想起当初的点点滴滴。内心的牵挂还是被我隐藏着。别内疚,现任这段情是我自己选的。确实的,你我的过去,影响了我很多。不正确的心态越见越多。

'小古董' 是你给我取得绰号,原因是我太out了。我喜欢你说,我带给你初恋的一段情。更喜欢你抱我的感觉~!太多的喜欢和怀念,是对他不公平。但我会保留着,别让他知道。重逢让我更怀疑,保留好好的去爱,还是该放手别再骗自己。



好想告诉你,其实,我还把你排在重要的位子上~!
只怪有缘无份!
陌生人,你要好好的去生活。如果她是你所要的,那就继续吧


Friday, December 25, 2009

Doubtful

He told me that I picked the wrong people for companionship~!
That's sound bad. And, I am thinking to quit~!
What a doubtful decision I had made.

Monday, December 14, 2009

糟糕

不够爱你,也没全心投入!有没有都差不多一样@_@
当你发现,你并不是很爱你现在身边的这一位时,
那感触是多么的奇怪!
现在半空中的心情更是难以形容

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Karel

22:32 3/12/2009

U r d 1st person i share my lovestory..i feel lucky2hv a frd like u..
Ya, I'l be strong i kno i wil b ok de..hee^^
Thanks ar..U take gud k ya, God loves you..^^


Karel, 你要过得快乐哦~
别难过
记得快乐的就好
伤心的就忘了吧
记得,你难过的时候
我们也会难过得
妈妈会更难过的

真爱不宜找
更不容易预见
但记得
曾经体验那总好过你没机会去尝试

加油
God Loves You Too!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

恋爱;)


原来,真正恋爱是如此的感觉
你给的,我接受体会
我不能成为最好的
但我答应你,我会尽我所能的
好好的去体会
其中带来的恬美
并让一切顺其自然

Monday, November 16, 2009

堕落的天使



原以为玩了就会潇洒的放开
现在真的有点矛盾
该继续?或彻底的收拾藏在心理?
一个无人晓得的秘密
现在回想还真想把自己给毁掉

原谅我
闯进你宁静的生活又跑了出来