糊涂~~

真的是有够他妈的~~ 我竟然把人家的Appointment Letter print 到一样的名字~~shitttttt ar

My Birthday Gift=) 康乐小组，华宣基督中心

感谢神给的一切
一个秀馨，一个康乐小组，一个晨祷会，一个被祝福的2010年8月14日
感谢弟兄姐妹们

My Birthday Gift=) Birthday Wishes Collection

Lovely present from those prepared this.
I love this so much. It contains all the advance birthday wishes from my friends.

几天

和你谈了，也给你几天时间想想。请你，用心去想想这一段感情。如果你不要我了，请跟我讲。这样把我先在半空中让我感觉很辛苦。

她让你担忧了，让你动心了。那我怎么办？

距离上一次的post说我们越来越接近，只相差那么一个月多一点点。而你，竟然对一个向你表白的女孩动了怜悯的心，间接的。。我也没再问下去了。要不是察觉到最近的你都没多谈，我都不会跟你说我比以前更珍惜你，也不会多问。结果你最终也坦白的告诉了我你最近对我的感觉。

我最近的确很忙，没什么时间陪你，去找你。我了解有些事情让你懊恼，但没想到烦恼里有那么的一个女生。你说她分手了，被救男朋友干扰着，很可怜。她，也向你表白了。。而你，却不懂要怎么样。拒绝了她，但又可怜她。当我问起时，也没打算和我说。一直到我说我比以前更珍惜你，你不可以抛下我，你才决定说出来。她让你担忧了，让你动心了。那我怎么办？

Now I hate departure!!

My ex-housemates in sg long will be leaving after completing their 3 years studies in UTAR. I am sad. I sad for the departure. I miss those life in da house. With joys, laughter, tension, quarrel memories in there~! Dear Sherly, Joan, Tian, Peiling, Alvin, how sad am I now with the mixture feelings. Gotta miss you all~!!


Alvin and chipmunks~!!

何时才能离开这忧郁期

何时才能离开这忧郁期，累了，也不敢去想。明天要交了，也没冲力去看，去改。因为。。太多了。太多要改的地方了。主，我祈求你拿开我的忧伤，我的重担。请你给回我那信心，给回我那欢乐的秀馨。我提不起，也撑不下。

It has been a month I abandoned my blog. Life getting hectic after i join this company as a trainee. Today, boss isn't around. so, i allow myself to surf net for the 1st hour of the day.

What should i update with you guys??emmm...

1) Graduate Developement Program Attachment

I started my GDP Attachment program since 8 March 2010. Cheng and I were assigned to Kenanga Investment Bank - Mid Valley Branch. Well, everything going smooth. But we aren't working in the dealing deparment (broker). We are actually working boss' other business stuffs i.e. not related to the IB. In fact, it's a In-House Developed Software program which is inter-related with capital market. So, I would rate that's a good exposure for us to be the part of the team, be the pinor. But, we also had our tough time for meeting boss' datelines and requirements. Because our boss Mr Lee Yew Chen is a highly demanding person. Sometimes, his demands are pressuring me. Cause me couldnt perform well and it's tiring. that's why i quoted "Brilliant Boss + Dumped Employee = OT + Depression". hahahha.

2) Relationship

Finanlly, i would like to annouce that I am in a relationship. With a 32years old guy, Karate master. Surprise??hahah. We started on 11/11/2009 when I went to his place for vacation. It has been 5 months ago. hoho. thought is merely a crush and will be a short relationship/ companionship. Never anticipate that we are getting closer to each other. p/s:I lost our photo, will post it when i blog again.

‘是不是等我离开了，你才会感动?’

读着你的部落格让我感到心寒。ＤｅａｒＤａｖｉｎａ，你要坚强。别难过。我们了解，４年的感情说要分是容易，但内心里总是感到残酷。看了你的‘是不是等我离开了， 你才会感动?’，难以形容现在自己五味杂陈的感触。

都差不多一样

有没有你，生活都差不多一样～！只是偶尔有个人来倾诉，心灵上的依赖！请不要让我感觉，相思是因为关系的责任。原因是因为你是我的所以我就必须想你～！呕

不能穷的孩子

我，绝对是个不能接受贫穷的孩子

极度讨厌钱难赚，没消耗能力的感觉

我已操练到省吃减用的美德

但，我不喜欢能省着省的心态

更不喜欢，我为你们省钱的心思被误解

陌生人 — 小古董

'陌生人' 是你起初打错电话的时候的绰号，是我给的。你给的点点滴滴我都还记得，难过，也要放开。原来，我还放不下那曾经属于我们的过去。那晚看似已把这段情归为友情，但，那只是外表而已。倾听你现在的一切，总让我回想起当初的点点滴滴。内心的牵挂还是被我隐藏着。别内疚，现任这段情是我自己选的。确实的，你我的过去，影响了我很多。不正确的心态越见越多。

'小古董' 是你给我取得绰号，原因是我太out了。我喜欢你说，我带给你初恋的一段情。更喜欢你抱我的感觉~！太多的喜欢和怀念，是对他不公平。但我会保留着，别让他知道。重逢让我更怀疑，保留好好的去爱，还是该放手别再骗自己。

好想告诉你，其实，我还把你排在重要的位子上~！

只怪有缘无份！

陌生人，你要好好的去生活。如果她是你所要的，那就继续吧