绝对的！说说说，无规划的说！！ 发泄 （2）

8-11JAN2009
LeadershipCamp organised by CDS。 ehm。。可以说，浪费了我的宝贵RM150。或许学的东西太general，也在之前的SoftSkill学过了，觉得没用！

启程前在UTAR有个meeting，破冰之类的节目。一眼看了就晓得，我的组没有出色的领导。我也不是个出色的领导，当然也不现丑。好才又 TseYing做Observer。一切由她开始引领。Before depart, one thing is that, the committee themselves also dunno whether they would supply the three days drinking water or not..damn...made me went back to home and took the bottel to filled up drinking water...and carried it alone to uni. by the time i reached uni, every1 had used that kind of eyesight to look at me. SHIT...i felt i myself like a stupid idiot....plz, committee... when i ask, u should give me the accurate and precise answer immediately. Never use ur own judgement which u are not very certain with that particular matter.
The moral of the story is, plz look for the right person for the matters addressed.

1st day, i was being locked in the toilet while i was bathing. SHIT............of coz i know this is not committees' problem. But is the camp site problem. So, i would just blamed myself for being so soiiiiiiiiii...Another thing, I lost my purse in this camp!! All the IC, Atms cards lost! Wuwu! Such a MEMORABLE camp in my life. I would never forget how this camp FRUSTRATED me! Not their fault again, is my fault. I never approach them to keep my important stuffs as they never offer this to all the participants.

Now, i regret...i SPEND MY TIME IN THIS USELESS(for me) CAMP. I LOST MY PURSE. I ALSO LOST MY COMMITMENT/CONFIDENCE TOWARDS THEM. I LOST MY RM150. LOL

Everything has its pros and cons. Same goes to this activity. One thing i really appreciate is that they able to raise/build up the team spirit through the teambuilding over those activities. Good，i really saw many participants show and truly enjoy the moment they work together. Perhaps, i locked myself! i dun really enjoy that moment in the camp. I am unmotivated!!

camp的缺点：
1.没有effective time management
2.没有好的security
3.没有心的体验（我都玩过，甚至更好玩）
4.games很沉闷，旧
5. No proper announcement, allocation, distribution....sucks
太多了，说不完。无论如何，都是他们的effort，心思，联合和用心的举办。人从mistake学起，加油吧。overall, i would rate them at 6 on a 10 point scale!!

As conclusion, I realised i lost the spirit to work in a team. I guess the problem is with me. Not the organising team... (I'm so so so frustrated and high tempere when i am writing this, Can u Imagine!!)--------------> Lost my purse=i got to replace all my cards and wallet!!!!! Hate It!!